A therapist told me that EMDR changes the brain without conscious effort. Guess what else does that? The earth. Go outside.
The Cooper’s hawk perches on a silver maple. “Consciousness is terror,” I think.
In the world are some animals whose feet / Never touch the ground. Birds who only / Land on the uncertainty of open water. — Jeff Schwaner
How do I begin to describe a thousand snow geese on open water?
I belong. Say it with me. I belong.
My day started with the Cooper’s hawk killing a starling in my yard.
I decided a change of scenery was in order and went to the lake, where I saw two eagles mutilating a Canada goose. Next, I stumbled upon a hawk who had eaten a dark morph snow goose down to its wings.
I almost forgot to mention the dead trumpeter swan frozen on the lake in the most heartbreaking death pose.
The lake of the morning is not the lake of the evening is not the lake of midday.
Two hawks. No songbirds. Silence.
This afternoon, I watched a squirrel carrying leaves up to his home inside my silver maple.
The squirrels took the nest away from a northern flicker, who was upset today upon returning home only to find it occupied.
The squirrels need the nest because they are going to have a litter. The flicker needs the nest for protection from the elements.
Once you love birds, you have to love trees. Then you have to love soil and air. Berries and seeds and insects and arachnids. Sun. Rain. Wind. Water. And everything. You have to love everything.
Whose migration over open space / Turns everyone’s heads though they hear / Only your voice on a quiet morning. — Jeff Schwaner
I breathe the same air the birds breathe.
The despair. Don’t look at it. Look up.
Evening burns blue. Amnestic, darkness shrouds the tree canopy.